So, here I am ..

Sorry.

2007-09-20T02:53:21Z

This journal is dead. I have no time to update it nor any motivation either. Same goes with my HP community. Sorry guys. :/

A note ...

2007-07-21T07:23:24Z

Please, for all of us that read one another's journals ... if your going to say anything spoilerish about DH put it under a lj-cut. If not, you suck.

Happy reading ... !

*#$&(@!!?

2007-07-19T03:44:21Z

BLAH. I hate, hate PMS days. I feel like such a bitch. Then all that bitchy-ness makes me feel depressed. DAMN HORMONES.

And, this lady at work keeps whistling away, I just have sudden urges to smack her. Hmm.

I have to test myself until Saturday. There are reviews, spoilers and everything else under the sun for this damn HP book. I've already kicked myself in the arse for reading what sounded like a more-than-convincing spoiler. But, this being the last book ... I want to enjoy it ALL.

Grr. :/

It's late.

2007-07-17T07:24:16Z

And, I'm bored. So ... what comes out of this? A wallpaper! :D

Job issues.

2007-07-15T03:15:29Z

Hey folks. Sorry that I've been a little absent over the past week. I went to go to see OoTP and let me tell you ... I absolutly loved it! I cannot rave enough about it! If you haven't seen it ... you have to!

Well, right now I'm at work and a little bored. But, I like being bored, I think. Just got finished with updating hp_hush so, make sure you head over there and vote!

Also, I debating some work related issues. You see, the job I'm at, I love. It's perfect for me. Great hours, fantastic boss, but not so great pay. I have a chance to move to another job with alot more pay than I make now. So, here's my question ... do I leave a job I love for another job that pays well but I'm not sure if I'll like it there? Such choices we have to make.

But, money there is good. Doug and I are moving in 2-3 months. The money I could make with this potentional job could really help us out.

Thoughts?

A bit bored at work ...

2007-07-06T03:40:39Z

So, stole this from thebigpicture cause I was bored and this seemed like fun! Yay ...

1.You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who?

Douglas, my boytoy.

2.You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?

A deer.

3.What interaction takes place between you and the animal?

Nothing, it doesn't notice us.

4.You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it?

Small, cozy yet modern looking ... if that makes sense.

5.Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?

No.

6.You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see the dining room table. Whats on it?

Bills.

7.You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?

Plastic, flimsy cup.

8.What do u do with the cup?

Kick it.

9.You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it?

A lake.

10.How will you cross the water?

By swimming.

What everything "means"

1.The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life. and, he knows that!

2.The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life. er, everyone has issues.

3.The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems. true, I'm very nonchalant.

4.The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems. or, lack there of on my part.

5.A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You’d prefer people not drop by unannounced. WELCOME all! Hehe.

6.If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy. eh, bills is all I seem to have waiting for me ...

7.The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship. So, plastic is a good thing, right?

8.Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude. Don't care attitude?

9.The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire. It's HUGE!! Ha.

10.How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life. It's important!

So, all in all, pretty accurate stuff on my end. Anyone else wanna give it a go?

hp_hush

2007-07-05T08:25:15Z

Hey guys. Just wanted to let you know that hp_hush is up and running again! YAY. So, check it out. :P

layout woes and holidays.

2007-07-04T06:46:53Z

Grr ... I don't like layouts. There is never that one layout that has everything perfectly in place. *le sigh* I'm trying to find one for my HP community, but it's just not working for me. I actually really like the one I'm using for my personal lj, but I want to add a header. But, all the codes I find, just don't want to work. It just sucks! :(

Anyways, besides me rambling about non important things *cough*ljlayouts*cough* ... I'm back on the Floo ... WOOT! It's a fantastic community ... and I <3 it. Anyone who's fond of HP, is a friend of mine.

You know how much I LOOOOOVE holidays? A friggin' lot. Why? I don't have to work!! Yayness. That makes my day thismuch better. Really.

I've been counting down the days till my two weeks of HP bliss. I even took the 11th off of work to go to the midnight premire of OoTP. Oh yes, I went there. :D

Anyways, I've rambled enough. If anyone cares to lookie at my layout and see if somehow I can squeeze in a header, I'd luff you forever.

Spring Cleaning ...

2007-06-30T23:57:14Z

Hey guys. Just doing some "spring cleaning" @ my journal. I'm going to take most of my "friends" off, unless you say otherwise. I'm just going to post here whenever I feel like rambling ... maybe some of you will stick around to see when. :P Anyways, the purging will start soon! :)

I'm probably going to restart my HP community again, so head over there and take a look!

Rambling.

2006-08-03T07:24:31Z

Comments are welcome, not needed.

I don't know what to say. Just things aren't really what I hoped they would be. You know, you always have these false hopes, but no one really wants them to be false. We all "hope for the best" and then we see where life takes us. I believe hope - even if it is false is what helps us get through life. We find hope in friends, family, through music, and so forth. One day, we all hope everything just gets better and falls into place. That one day we will be completely happy with who we are and what we have done with our lives. But, do we ever truly get there? I mean, like really get there? A place where we don't worry about money, a place where relantionship are just so cooperative and so on. I don't think so. But, I do believe that there is a place where we can be content with what we have and with what we don't. I think I can be happy there. I just need to wait and try to make the best decisions I believe are the best for me.

xoxmm @ 2005-11-02T03:43:00

2005-11-02T10:47:54Z

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